Tuesday, January 13

Sad And Disappointed

I attended my hubby's pub's grand opening event last night. It was raining cats and dogs. I was somehow seduced by the varieties of buffet food.

Actually I don't feel much fun to go to these kind of happening places nowadays. Maybe I'm kind of old already. Well, I was not quite happy with hubby that night.

It may not be good to grumble or talk bad about hubby here. I just want a place to rant out, and I'm always speechless when confronting him. Once he finished his food, he left me with my ex-colleagues till he didn't have a sense of my existence. When I complained to him, he just made excuse that he doesn't familiar with my friends. When seeing other couples where the husband took care of his wife dearly, I could feel the sourness pouring deep into my heart. Where was he then? He was accompanying his friends instead. I was fed up. I couldn't stay there any longer. I commented this after few similar cases.

I'm just a very simple woman. I still thirst for love and care. I do miss my teenage life where I was always protected and loved by guys who admired me. *grinned* No more those life anymore! I just have my kids in my life now. I can't receive much love from hubby anymore. I can only give my love to my lovely children now.


Eva's said...

Hi dear my advise is don't ever compare cos some people you will only see them good in front but you don't know what is the real story behind. As for you since you already know that your hubby is not those romantic type like you said why don't you just take good care of your kids. Remember don't ever try to change someone especially 'MAN'! Take care!

Anonymous said...

Totally agreed with Eva. Take care *hug*

Mommy to Chumsy said...

ahhh...men are like that. sometimes they forget but don't mean they love us less :) They also expect us to know or understand them already so no need to show so much love now :D